Carla Angel

sooo.

2004-04-24T07:52:02Z

yup...

everything is all good.

i have a baby and amazing one.
he farted in the tub tonday. amazing.

and..
i finally have been going out again.

went to butcher boys with lee the other night for marlas birthday.

whooooaaaaaa carla marla. haha

what else? hmmmm...

had tea with abby and allie then checked out matts new place afterwards. it was amusing...

and quite the trip down memory lane. feels like i never left though with the exception of a few things. ONE AMAZING ONE THOUGH.

yeah...it never comes to an end. no matter what, never... ever... never ever. thats all about that. *sigh* you know how it is.

its late and i have a baby to watch sleep now. i love you. *mwah*

hi hi.

2004-04-11T09:31:32Z

well, i havent updated in a while...
and there really isnt much to tell.

john patrick is fucking awesome, as always.
id post pictures, but i still dont know how,
and dont want to bother with learning, especially not at 5:30 am.

i go back to school next week. damn it.

then theres the Lou gossip. yup. theres alot of that. hes being really fucking good. johns like his new best friend. they hang out all the time and lou was all excited cause I let john stay the night over there. he got john patricks name tattooed on his chest. yeah and theres more. ask and i will tell, maybe.

next saturday i have a tattoo appt. with justin at lone wolf for my chest...thank fucking god. this shit is absolutely ridiculous.

emmmmmmmm.hm.yeah.

wow...

2004-04-04T16:52:14Z

i could tell you something...

but you wouldnt believe it.

and its too effing weird.

well...

2004-04-02T18:31:57Z

its nice to know that after everything, were still there and anything ever said hasnt been forgotten.<3

hmmmmm.

2004-03-26T06:02:19Z

had a tea party tonight.
good shit.

lous still homeless.
yeah. eff him. he deserves it.

john patrick is amazing.
i love him.

veitch imed me today.
it was awesome.

did i mention lous still homeless?
HA! train station livin is the shit.
wheres kerri now?
p.s. hes a fat ass.

i can shit again.
yeaaaaaaaaaah. i rock.

me and sabrina are doing serious shopping saturday.
yeah...i was nesting. threw all my shit out.
i need clothes, badly. :(

i love you.

yup.

metalrockwhore @ 2004-03-25T14:39:00

2004-03-25T19:58:13Z

hahaha

2004-03-25T17:24:36Z

can some post johns pics here from my myspace account. im lj illiterate. i know, its pathetic.

hahaha

2004-03-24T14:41:11Z

so the other night lou put a down payment on an engagement ring...what THE FUCK was he thinking. yes...cheat on me, lie to me, the try to marry me. i told you we werent together. he held this idea in his head that the more he called me his girlfriend, the easier i would take to it. fuuuuuuck that. and the hospital just called...im so effing happy...the doctor was JUST about to sign the birth certificate which said john patrick harding and theyre switching it to john patrick armenia. YAY! changing a last name can cost alot of money...more than i have i guarantee that. im going to go see his parents saturday...theyre so nice. i feel bad for them. they love him...hes just...not right. blah...he walked from sound beach to medford last night. i called him a cab and sent him on his way. i cant do it. i thought i was helping john by staying with lou but i realized im only hurting him. hmmmmmmm.rosemary is on her way here. i havent seen her since the hospital. its good shit.

march 16th...6:15 am...

2004-03-22T06:28:20Z

john patrick was born...

emergency c section.
count on me to screw up labor.

well i went to go pee...water broke...cord came out with it.
it was the hot shit. youre all jealous i know.

so anyway...a cop escort and the 5th precient blocking off all the intersections on the way to brookhaven hospital with surgeons there waiting to cut my ass open...yeah they knew i was coming....john patrick was delivered 7 mins after i arrived there.

7 pounds 2 oz.
absolutely beautiful.

once i buy a new wire for my digital camera ill load all his pics.hes absolutely gorgeous..i swear it.

ugh.

2004-03-14T14:42:12Z

yeah i feel like hell.

my stomach hurts.

and i do NOT want to drive out east.

yup yup yup

2004-03-13T17:09:59Z

baby any day supposedly.

yeah. right. im sure. we all know im going to end up going past my due date. emmmm things are pretty shitty right now. its cool. i like it. yup.

really shiiiiiiiittttttttttyyyyyyyyy.

cry some more louis. its cute. fag.

wow...

2004-03-09T21:12:49Z

i can honestly say lou is doing the HUGEST thing that anyone has ever done for me. i have a feeling were getting married sooner rather than later. i actually really want to now. as long as he goes through with this...<333

you will never know this love...

today...

2004-03-07T15:44:42Z

is mine and lous some what of an anniversary. a year. a year and our baby is going to be here anyday now. it should come today. id be amused. hmmm...labor today when im supposed to be doing a million other things.no wait..yeah nevermind...that wont work...see...i think im going to be stuck studying for all sorts of fun exams and typing papers for next week on my anniversary thing. ohhhhhhhhhhhhh the lovely life i lead.
my ribs are all crushed and shit. im not sure what i did. i think i slept on my back and my fat ass of a baby did it. this gut alone is where i gained my 30 pounds. yup. alllllll 30 pounds. nowhere else. well maybe boobs and butt. oh eff. i dunno.

hhahhahahah

2004-03-05T15:03:39Z

fucking i hate dirty scummy white trash bitches.

ugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh.

i wish my leg reached to bowie maryland so i could kick you in your fat nasty clown cock sucking mouth.

this bitch weighs more now then i do and im fucking pregnant.
AND thinks she can call me fat?

fat fucking slob. :)

<3

holy fucking shit...

2004-03-04T20:09:34Z

i want this baby out today, i decided. he NEEEEEEEEEEDS to come out. my stomach is sore and my back hurts. louis came out yesterday bright and early. we were both half asleep, it was funny. so around 1:30 he went home. i was going to go to sleep but then i caught up with holly for a bit. after that, school, then me abby and allie played that old game from back in the day with the pink phone. sooooo awesome. yeah that went on til like 1? hahahha. so as of march 7th me and lou have known/semibeentogether/stuckatthehipsincethen for a year.
haahahaha.its cute. i cant wait til we get married. its going to be so funny. were such geeks. old ones at that. blaaaaaaah. old and senile. ok my back hurts. tv. xo.

: )

2004-02-28T19:06:11Z

on my way to lous.
when i get there were going to go get my ring finger fitted.
<333
yup. i dunno. its good.

p.s...yes. <3

2004-02-25T04:31:49Z

lounyhc
(hnic thug)
02/20/04 08:31 PM
what are the 3 most important things in your life?

hardcore
my pitbull shady
my girlfriend and our baby

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....awwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeee <3

ok.

2004-02-25T04:06:02Z

so yes. lou is amazing. hes been working his ass off lately cause the baby is almost here and hes being just about the best boyfriend ever. through everything hes been so supportive.
(even when i tell him about my poop problems). he talks about how he wants to get married and where were going to move and picks up things for the baby. its just so reassuring. its nice to know that hes so in love with me and our son. i feel bad cause im really nasty with him sometimes but i get cranky and depressed. and yet he just calms me down and tells me he loves me and its all ok. awe. its also nice have his sister, mom and people hes close too and not so close to tell me how beautiful he thinks i look and all the nice things he says when im not around. id be so upset if i didnt have his support. i think he might be more excited then me... about the baby...not all the ducky outfits. im most excited about the baby IN the duck outfits. la la laaaaaa. so if you didnt get the hint baby girl you get it now right? hahahahah love you.

p.s my friends are fucking amazing.

awe.

2004-02-23T16:52:16Z

so the baby shower was so cute. except the part where i started crying and couldnt stop. hormones. eeeesh.
my sister and lous sister kim put it together. lous aunts and grandma and mom and his sisters and my friends, people i worked with, blah blah lots of people were here. alot of funny stuff happened but its been a long weekend and im pooped. ill write about it later. <3

yeah.

2004-02-13T05:42:42Z

so tomorrow i find out whats going on with the 3 ring circus in my stomach. lovely.

<3

2004-02-13T01:03:44Z

im pissed.

lou is onnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeee happy man.

2004-01-20T23:07:00Z

my little girl...is actually a little boy. :) hahahhaha. im so confused! you shouldve seen the smile on lous face when the lady said "you can stop calling it she now" hahahha. its so frickin funny. funniest part was... i didnt eat yesterday cause me and lou were running late so all i did was drink a soda...and shes doing the sonogram...and all the sudden i started to get sick...so im listening to her go "heres the leeeeeeeeeeeeegggggggg", "the fooooooooottttttttttttt", oh look theres its face, and lous smiling cause its little face is right there...and im like yeah i dont feel good...so lou runs out to get water...she gets a bag of m&ms...i put the m&ms in my mouth...look over at the babys face...and BLAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! puked on myself. i couldnt hold it. i was so sick. after that...smooooooooooth sailing. but yeah...so its quite the surprise..im still in shock and lou is thrilled. *sigh* and this baby shower registry shit is fucking me up. im confused.

well...

2004-01-17T17:45:05Z

yeah. so i went to work yesterday. its so nice to know that no one in that office besides me thinks they have to do anything. so i ended up staying late. fucking had to walk far, through the snow, pissed off as it was, freezing my ass off. came home pissed off as fuck. tried to register for this baby shower. my god. im fucking clueless. my sister wanted to go to babies r us today and register but i have to go to lou's. i had no interest in going there yesterday. at all. he was mad. but im asuming he went back to sleep anyway. he was just as tired. yup..just talked to him. lazy ass nigger.we have a doctors appt monday. hopefully it will stay still for the picture so we can see what the hell it is. how the fuck am i supposed to register if the baby wont stop. grrrrrrr. anyway yeah, i think the babys name is going to end up being kylie marie. everyone else says riley marie...but i have to compromise with louis. grrrrrr. i hate sharing things. but yeah...her foots in my ribs...as we speak..again. im so having her evicted. no doubt. this baby is a freeloading hyperactive menace to society. hahahaha. <333

<3

2004-01-15T08:44:56Z

consider me married.
<333

p.s. my dad has officially lost his mind, were talking possibility of being institutionalized. hahahhhaha. psycho asshole. good riddance.

so i was sitting there and decided...

2004-01-14T06:17:37Z

fuck you.

ok i have alot to say.

well...i had a kidney infection. went to the hospital. the shits.

the baby is further along then i thought. due mid march.and yes...it is hyperactive. lou likes listening to the baby and waking me up at 6 am cause he feels it moving out of control. he seems to forget i feel it alllllllll the time...even more then he does. its so cute though. but yeah due to the baby being hyperactive we dont know the sex of it. ritalin before its a year old.
i see it now. ahhhaaha.

we picked out a name for a girl and picked the god parents. kylie marie. eh...im not too fond of it but whatever. were content. godparents...my sister nicki and lous best friend chris. hes a nice guy. it works.

me and louis are working on finding an apartment. i think im going to wait till after the semester ends though. i just decided tonight. i cant deal with having the new baby...finishing school and moving. itll be easier this way. but maybe if we do it soon it wont be soooo bad.

lou is talking alot about getting married this summer. <3 although i do love him enough to marry him tomorrow...i dont know if ill have the energy to plan a wedding just yet..but who knows.

emmm what else is there to tell? eh nothing that cant wait till tomorrow. night everyone. xo